If we put aside the cancer case, which is plain humiliating and undignified to bring up in this conversation and context (we all have hard life stories, which we do not wave around as flags to steer away attention from real and important topics by demanding pity, reality tv music style, you know how they change the tune to tell you who you should be sorry for...), what he said actually is that in moment of grief he was gifted something, that helped him. And this is how he says thank you! By turning it into mush and than whining about the harsh response, while NOT addressing any of the valid questions Mark asked. And then shutting the door, like this changes any of the facts - he does not understand what he is doing, he is doing it to alleviate his griefs, he does not care what anyone thinks about what and how he does, his own reasoning and self-righteousness reigns supreme, people should be sorry for him and give him praise for using RNS as some sort of hot water therapy pillow, disregarding any sense, without any humility and appreciation of what he got, without any of the many well argumented questions and points raised in his face being even remotely addressed or answered in a coherent way, he just says - I have a need and I am here to consume. he showed disrespect in so many ways, that even for me, who has not written a single line of code in my life (excluding some PIC16 CPU code in JAL long ago) and cannot even begin to comprehend the mental and physical effort, required to create Reticulum, pisses me off badly. The world is full of Ken's... Reality TV style.